I won't ask you. I wouldn't even dream of it. So I guess I'll write about it on the internet and you (and others) will read it later. You wouldn't be interested even without the situation surrounding it. And I don't want to make him more uncomfortable than he already could be with me there. My reasons for wanting you there with me are completely selfish. In case I get upset. I know I'll be uncomfortable. And Emily's not eve going to be there. But I will have other friends there. I don't know. Maybe I won't even go. I'm broke and starving until Halloween anyway.

Last year I was in Norway, not sober.