That's pretty funny. It wasn't at the time, but it is now, after the fact. I know I've done some crazy and/bad and/or destructive things. I've puked a few times. I know. I admit my mistakes. Being plural, that means you've already given me more than a second chance. But, you seem to have an attitude that people can't learn from their mistakes and grow up (I know, I grow slow).

Not that it matters, or is any of your business (not that you even read this, because the following point is something I've already clarified), but most of those erratic nights occurred when I was taking antidepressants regularly. I was on medication that altered my thoughts, feelings and behaviour. Medication that clearly came with an information package clearly stating to avoid alcohol when taking this medication. Sure, it didn't say I'd go nuts. It didn't even mention the increase in risk of liver damage. It didn't mention that drinking on the pharmaceuticals would be similar to drinking on speed or acid. That is that you can drink a ridiculous amount without feeling it, and then, as the drugs wear off, you feel instantly smashed and out of control. It just said I may feel an increase in drowsiness and dizziness. People say "you get drunker faster" but that's a really simplistic explanation of what happens, or at least what happened to me.

Forget that those (fun but) regretful nights occurred during the cocktail phase, and stop and realize that that phase was a few years ago. What's my point? Well, I think I've actually, finally, matured a bit these last few years. I still like to have fun, I'm still an alcoholic, but I have things in much better control.

So whatever.

I told a secret 2 years ago.