Well, how splendidly unexpected. I could over-think things. I would. That is my natural tendency. But I have to try not to. I have to try harder than normal right now since my return to poverty has me sketching out on my prescription again. I just need to keep reminding myself I don't need to analyze shit to death. There's no need to get paranoid and worry about the intentions of everyone else. So I don't understand what the fuck is going on. I understand that it's nice. Which is something I need, so blah.

Last year I was quite pissed off about something I could never prove. Sometimes, it's funny now.