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Thursday, June 07, 2007

Wow, I really am an addict aren't I? I alternate where I use the 'net the way an alcoholic goes to different liquor stores so that the staff don't know their true rate of consumption. I saw Nancy's new possession today. I can't until I get mine, which as of right now is undetermined. I don't even know if I can pay my power bill in time. But I'm still smoking. At least I know how to prioritize my finances. It will be mine. I just keep thinking positively and imagining myself with my new computer. Someday. Someday. I'm so sick of my big hunk of a desktop.

I spent more time in the sun yesterday than I have in a long time. I wasn't going to go downtown. When KC left for work he said "it looks like a nice downtown day." "Yeah, but I'm not going. I have to do laundry and clean the room. I've been saying I would for about three weeks now." But I say a lot of things. Like how I was going to quit the poison again this week, since I was off until Friday. But, I didn't even try. I suck those babies back more than ever.

Then, when I went downstairs, Emily told me my Vice was in. Well, I guess I'll have to go downtown and get it, and sit in the sun and read it. One time, when the same message was passed to me, someone asked what's wrong with reading it online? I like to flip through magazines. Sometimes, I don't even read anything, I just turn the pages and look at stuff to pass the time. Besides, I couldn't have sat on the bus at 7:30 in the morning with a bunch of office people and other early morning commuters looking over my shoulder and seeing two guys kissing in the shower if I read it online. "When you read from a computer screen, you have to lean in. I like to lean back. Therefore, I prefer a hard copy." Oh Gil.

Look at me once again procrastinating the chores. Soon. Someday.

I went to Q104 today. We did an interview for Route 104. Not sure when they're going to play it.

I joined Facebook. You know me. I couldn't hold out forever. Curiosity often gets the better of me. It was evident the end was near when I actually uttered the F-word on here a few days ago.

Lately, people have been stopping me on the street and asking if I was Laura Peek. Somehow, I have a hard time believing I look as sweet as her, even if I've been smiling more.

Three years ago, I dyed my hair.

2 Comments:

  • Reading Vice online is for people who don't read everything else in their lives online. It's fun to tear my dry eyeballs way from the computer screen every once in awhile to look at a "magazine".

    By Blogger ger, at 7/6/07 9:25 pm  

  • exactly

    By Blogger crystal, at 8/6/07 2:39 pm  

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