The drunken bonding the other night was much needed and appreciated. I thought it was cute how we were all so quick to point out each other's issues while still admitting our own. Even if some of the adjectives used to describe our perceptions were shocking to others: "stubborn", "evil". And no, you're certainly not the only one of us that people consider an asshole. We all are, at least to a few folks. We're also all out of our minds, in some way and to some degree. I hope we can all be a little more accepting and understanding of each other (even if I did receive a weird look for admitting that I don't cope well with changes of plans). I don't mean we should be able to get away with being dicks, but that we should be able to cut each other a bit of slack by stepping back and thinking of possible reasons. What's most important to me is that we speak up when there is a problem, instead of passive-aggressively acting out and letting things fester. We care about each other enough to show that little bit of respect, right? 'Cause if not, let me know soon. I don't like to let my heart be broken more than once by the same person. We can do this. And yes, I'm talking to myself too. I need to put in more of an effort.

Love,

crys