I can't believe I did that. Maybe it's not really a big deal. Maybe I'm just worrying about it too much. But, maybe it was horribly wrong. It certainly stirred up some shit that makes me nervous to go to work tomorrow but maybe it was an okay thing to do. Probably not. Probably, maybe, some people will like it, or part of it, but some people will take it worse than I meant. Oh this urge to speak my mind, on paper, sometimes. Well, I can't go back and delete that one before they read it. No, I won't be getting into work until 3:00, and even if I was going in to open, they'd wonder why I was cutting pages out of the log book.

See, there's this book they have that people can leave messages in there. Basically, it's like if something changes, a policy, menu item, price, instructions can be left there and everyone can read it. Or, if some people are slacking off, or missing something maybe they didn't even know they were supposed to do, a message can be left there. Same for staff meetings or parties.

Well, I got frustrated by the in-fighting, the bickreing and gossiping. It's just a negative environment to be around all the time. Part of it was the writing in the book and even, the showing the book off to brag. Well, I wrote in the book. I think what I said was mostly okay, but I went overboard. Now they're going to hate me.

This day last year, I got a new sink.