I want to go back in time, but I can't think of a time (in my life) I would rather go back to. I guess it's not so much that I want to go back in time, then it is that I want to go back into my bubble. I grew up in a bubble. I hated it then, and wanted out. Now that I'm out, and in a world where I'm surrounded by neurotypicals, I yearn for the safety I had then. I thought this would get easier as I got older, but I find it's quite the opposite. It's normal to be a bit of a weird kid. I'm devastated that I keep doing the wrongs things in social situations; I wish I didn't have social situations. Why do I stare at people's mouths instead of making eye contact? I know why, but you don't. People think I'm a normal, albeit slightly moody, person. I know otherwise.
posted by crystal at
1:22 pm
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hey crystal, what's up.
i want to go back in time also.
but mostly so i could see all the rad stuff that used to be where buildings are now.
anyway, that picture (of you?) is fucked up.
keep it real.
christ.
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Anonymous, at 16/3/05 4:29 pm
yeah, there are about a hundred buildings that i know are new(ish)
but i can't remember when they got there or what it looked like when they weren't there.
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jefphv, at 16/3/05 9:57 pm
That's be awesome, to see the stuff that once was. It's sad that not only are there all these new buildings, but they're usually so huge, too. And yeah, that's a fucked up picture of me.
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crystal, at 17/3/05 12:03 pm
buildings!? come on! i would go back and time and make videotapes of the moment of conception of everyone i know. then they would all have a record; not only of their parents fucking but of the beginning of their [implied] existance. it would be a matter of simple arthmetic, approximately nine months before their date of birth.
i would also like to see some of those buildings as well. although... sometimes it's the opposite. like in liverpool where the Canadian tire used to be there's a big nothing.
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ling-ling san, at 18/3/05 5:49 am
Brian, it would be interesting to see bulidings that once were (Canadian Tire, I'm only familiar with the gravel lot), and what was there before buildings.
I see your idea as a very Lingely one, but gross. I mean, I guess it's okay if you have a record of your friends' conceptions, but if you tried to show them (and you would) your friedns would be scarred forever.
Also, keep in mind that it's not necessarily a simple matter of arithmetic. You don't know who was early or late or whatever. If you went back nine months before my birth, it's very likely my mother would already be pregnant, with my never born sibling.
But, none of this matters. You already passed up your chance at building a time machine with Rob Smith.
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crystal, at 20/3/05 2:34 pm
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