Don't mind me if I am very non-social lately. I don't even feel like leaving my house, but the LAST SLITCH show is tonight, so, maybe I'll have to save hibernation for tomorrow. I'm just a little down on myself. I think and hope I'll get over it soon. In fact, I thought I may be when I woke up, but it seems I'm not. I'm unnecessarily sensitive. I take things too much to heart. I shouldn't let it bother me. Why care about the opinions of people you don't care about? I just don't know why people have to go out of their way to be mean to strangers. I still haven't worn one of my favourite skirts since a day on Spring Garden Road. I know it's not "in style" anymore, but I never really cared, until now.
I feel like I'm in high school again, and high school was terrible for me.
addition from my original comment boxes: (This is how I looked one night when I was insulted by an old man who wanted some young tail from the Liquor Dome. See, I was trying to look skanky because the Attic was part of the Dome. The make-up's a little Courtney Love, but I did it in the dark, and it glitters. The thing that scares me about this photo is that I'm NOT wearing any tights or pantyhose, but my legs look like corpse legs.)
I feel like I'm in high school again, and high school was terrible for me.
addition from my original comment boxes: (This is how I looked one night when I was insulted by an old man who wanted some young tail from the Liquor Dome. See, I was trying to look skanky because the Attic was part of the Dome. The make-up's a little Courtney Love, but I did it in the dark, and it glitters. The thing that scares me about this photo is that I'm NOT wearing any tights or pantyhose, but my legs look like corpse legs.)
1 Comments:
screw 'em all, in the words of the immortal popeye the drunken sailor "i y'am whut I y'am" there are ways to to pass this short life other than by lettin' them bring ya down.
screw 'em and what the hell do they know anyway. there are no rules on either side of this fence. no rules to say they hold any weight of judgement, you know better what's on the up for your life...
screw 'em... just don't join the army...
skinned | Email | Homepage | 06.26.04 - 3:30 pm | #
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yeah so I quoted popeye but i could have just quoted you!
"I am who I am... love it or leave it"
skinned | Email | Homepage | 06.26.04 - 3:31 pm | #
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don't think i could add much more to that. fuck 'em, wear the skirt!
alfred | 06.26.04 - 10:36 pm | #
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Triple fuck'em.
repo | Email | Homepage | 06.27.04 - 12:06 am | #
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Thanks, all. I'm developing this weird little self-obsessive complex right now. I JUST got laughed at again, by a fucking stranger at the Ardmore.
crystal | 06.27.04 - 3:09 pm | #
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crystal maybe we should all get together and bitch and cry. and i think you left a bag here? one containing a skirt.
emily | 06.27.04 - 9:39 pm | #
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I`ve always admired your style, Crystal. You can make anything look good. Just grow that Bowie hair back, okay? I miss it.
Janice | 06.28.04 - 4:40 pm | #
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skinned: "I am who I am...love it or leave it", is my attempt at false confidence. That is the attitude I would love to have, and I do (most of the time), but sometimes, well, sometimes I have PMS.
emily: I think I need a good bitching and crying session. I tried to cry the other day and realized it's been WAY too long since I got certain stuff out. I don't even know if I remember how to anymore. My bag is still there? Good. It has a skirt in it? I wonder which one. Prbably the one I wore to Tumbleweed; that's the last time I used the bag. KC brought beer over in it. When's a good time to pick it up?
crystal | 06.29.04 - 10:41 am | #
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Janice: Thank you. I think about the Bowie hair someitmes, and realize I cut it off too soon. Once I had succeeded in growing it, I chopped it off only a few weeks.
I still have that Bowie picture that you gave me. It used to adorn your locker at the Khyber, now it's on my living room wall.
crystal | 06.30.04 - 11:27 am | #
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