There's nothing here inside of these walls
I feel like I am so far away
Nothing's changed
And I just cant be who I'm supposed to be

I let the past control my life
It brings me to my knees
And I cannot hide
I cannot lie

So many words to say and no one to hear
Why did you go away?
I needed you more today that I ever did
You lied to me

Outside it's cold
It chills to the bone
I wish that I did not have to see

I let the past control my life
It brings me to my knees
And I cannot hide
I cannot lie

So many words to say and no one to hear
Why did you go away?
I needed you more today than I ever did
You lied to me

'Till death do us part...Does that mean I have 3 months to live? Oh, right, lies. (Honestly, I've nothing against him, but I'm hurting. Hopefully this is the fourth stage of grief and acceptance is right around the corner).